Brenda’s Journal on Life Day 1:
Still in bed with Peaches and Sean. I’m not quite ready to start stumbling around again. Talked to Dr.Roland yesterday and he told me not to take klonopin last night and to only take half today, I really hope that helps. I have felt like a total klutz stumbling around and running into things. I have also been out of it. The only thing that seems to help somewhat is spinning and very very easy knitting…oh and taking naps. I slept really well again last night but I can tell it will take awhile to wake up. Michael is off to work and the kids are still sleeping. We will be checking on the weather today. Have plans to go to the coast on Thursday but their is a hurricane out there and we will see what it does today. I’m having positive feelings on feeling better…hoping cutting the meds in half will help and that anxiety and agitation will be gone, I’m so ready to function again. And I’m so ready to get back to exercising again because I know how much it helps…
Things done: the yearbook! yeah, with much tribulation and aggravation. Things will be different this year…make a note of that.
Things I love doing right now…
1. Spinning, took a class with Wendy at Yarnivore and fell in love! I have my first “skein” done and saved and of course have traveled on to others. I bought a huge bag of seconds and am spinning for a comfort shawl…it is a blue and white mix that will go well with blue jeans…I’ve even started knitting it and I love the pattern also.
2. Knitting of course…loving my socks, not loving my lace so much right now.
3. Listening to my ipod…audiobooks, podcasts, bible readings…
4. Plurking, just started this week and it’’s fun getting to know some other people.
Things I would like to do…
1. Prayer shawls, starting with one for my friend Anne
2. Socks for Judith to take to her when we go to Montana in September
3. Get my camera fixed and take some great shots!
4. FEEL BETTER…get my life back on track, oh please let that day come.
Well, today will be quiet as I am still trying to get used to meds, Michael will drive Ashley into Sylvan…maybe I will feel like baking or cooking something today
Journaling Prompt - Imagine yourself in a place you like to be (not necessarily someplace you like to *go*). What do you like about it? What are the most intriguing/appealing aspects? In contrast, think of a place you do *not* like being. What makes you not like being there? Think how you can use this to develop ideas for writing.
I like being at the lake…sunshine, peace, beautiful scenery and the sound of the water..it is a happy place,I have lots of great memories from there.
I do not like being at funerals, they bring back bad memories, I feel too much for the peoples loss and they are just so difficult for me to attend